i bought the lie!

The thing that I learned this week was during the retreat when they talked about past hurt, and I realized that the devil has been lying to me all this time about me forgiving me parents and I honestly thought I did but I didn’t mean it in my heart so the whole retreat God was dealing with me on that topic and it was very hard to admit that. But the devil was telling me lies like God will never forgive me for what I have done in my past and I am not his child I am just a nobody and I believed that lie for so long that I thought it was really. But this weekend I was set free from that lie and God told me that I was no longer an orphan I was his child and even though my parents were never there he was always there. Once I had forgiven my parents I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders and it was like I was being set free. So now I realize that God can do anything if you are willing to let him work in you for his Better purpose and he will use you in a mighty way.