Finding myself!!!!

So I  never was the biggest kid growing up or the smartest so I wasn't really the most liked person in school. So i would never try to make friends and I would always fight people and get into trouble because I hated who I was. I wanted to be popular and the one that everyone liked. So I figured that I would try to be somebody I wasn't. So I bought the clothes that made me look important, But that didn't work, I threw the parties but for some reason that still didn't work. Since all that didn't work I just went back to what I did best and that was fighting all the people who made fun of me. That brought me joy and happiness for a little bit but it started to get boring. Then one day a man named Stephen Diggs invited me to his youth group and I liked it because the people there excepted me for who I was and actually talked to me. I kept attending this youth group and while I was attending I started to realize a change in me. I was so concerned with who i was trying to be instead of who I was. And at Mission I started doing it again  and I realized that trying to fit in won't get you anywhere. So i just talked to God and asked him to make me into the man he wants me too be instead of what the world wants me too be.