LiFe ChAnGiNg DrEaM!!!!!!

Ok so all of last week I was not feeling like me at all, I still did the same routine I always do but something was missing. Thursday night I had a dream, it was the first dream I have had in 6 months. I was in my room looking at at the cool things that I had, my clothes, hats, shoes, etc. But something didnt feel right. All of a sudden I hear this loud voice saying this " You want all of these things that wont bring you true happiness fine but im out of it", then in an instant I found myself in a dark room with all my earthly belongings and Jesus had his back turned away from me and he said these bone chillen words " Like I said before if you want all of these things I am out of it" with those final words the door to my eternity in Heaven was shut forever. I was in complete darkness, i started hearing these voices saying " you just like us now". After that I woke up and realized that who I was becoming was not who God made me to be I was trying so hard to try and fit in with the world that I lost who I was in Christ and that if I continue like this I will loose my eternity in Heaven. So I decided to amke the change that I will no longer be who the world wants me to be but who God wants me to be.